Forever love~

Nukilan ne aq cipta sndri msa aq form 2 dlm 1 surat.. Masa tgh kmas rmah, tjumpa yg ne.. so, aq nk kongsi la dgn kowg.. sori, bi tunggang langgang.. biasa la,bru form 2...

If I knew it would be the last time,

That I would enjoy my life,

For just a few years,

I would control all my attitude,

To be the best among the best,

To be the top of the world.

But I could not,

I'm so weak,

Not enough power to control the world,

To challenge the other people,

Now, it just my favourite pass time,

I couldn't do it anymore.

Dad.......

If I would hear your voice again,

I would video tape each action and word,

So I could play them back day after day. 

Mum.......

If I would come back through the time,

I would give a hug and kiss to you,

So I would happy in my life,

To have you in my heart.

But now,

I've to leave you,

Please forgive me,

For all the mistakes that i've done,

I wish that you'll accept the truth,

Mum... Dad... I'll love you forever..

-daxnoty2-

unexpected situation......

pda mulanya aq xthu..

ada udang dsbalik batu..

ksahnya bmula dlm blog ne la..

& brakhir dlm ym..

sumenye slap aq..

aq wt ssuatu bnda xfkir org laen..

yela..

btul la ckp org tuh..

sume salah aq..

aq xsgka..

org yg aq hrmati...

dh bpaling tadah..

yela..

skrg ne..

lazimnya boy akan tewas dek krana pjukan gurl..

aq akui..

aq pn mcm 2...

tp..........

aq xsgka kwn aq pn mcm 2.....

tp xpela..

mcm aq kata la..

sume salah aq...

xpe..

ari ne aq jd mgsa...

xpe,aq tima..

agar aq dpt jdkn ia sbagai pngjaran buatku..

aq khlgn org yg aq btul2 syg....

aq khlgn adik agkt aq...

aq khlgn org yg dh bjaya ubah aq...

tika saat pengabdian driku pdMu..

Kau uji pula dgn khlgn kwn aq.....

sdikit dmi sdikit Kau cabut nikmat yg tlah Kau brikn pdku..

 aq fhm..

aq tlah bnyk mlukai hatiMu Ya Allah..

maafknlah aq..

ampunknlah dosa2ku..

aq xsehebat Saidina Umar...

yg brani & tegas..

aq xsehebat Rasulullah...

yg mmpu bersabar walaupn dhina & dkutuk...

aq hnyalah sehina hambaMu..

yg sgt daif disisiMu...

tsgt2 daif.......

hlg lg....

ari ne..

aq nk citer tntg sum1..

nk thu x...

saat kmi knal...

mlalui junior aq gk..

nma dye Nurliyana Johari..

1 ari..

kmi brutusan srat..

mkin lma kmi makin mesra..

hoho~

bkn kpel eyh...

xlma lpas 2..

dy nk aq jd abg agkt dy..

so..

aq tima la..

tp..

kmi xthan lma...

hnya 1 thun...

kmi gado~

waA~

dy kta "boleh x jgn pggl adik lg"?

alamak........

aq nk wt pe time 2..

tkjut la gk..

tp apkn daya..

aq fhm mksd dy..

mklumla...

aq pn bknnya smpurna...

mgkn sbb aq ne bnyk skitkn ati dy kowt..

so..

hubungan kami terputus stakat 2 je..

aq nk tgo dy..

tp..

aq xbrani..

bkn pe..

aq xnk la cari gado dgn dy lg..

aq dh hlg akma..

pas2 hlg adk angkt aq lak..

pas2 hlg kwn yg dh bjaya ubah aq lak...

masya Allah..bnyak gk musibah..

tp xpe..

ada org laen yg berat lg dtimpa musibah...

sket pn xmerintih..

hnya ucapan "Alhamdulillah" lg..

tgk..

even bnyk musibah, diorg ttp xbputus asa...

aq pn nk jd mcm diorg...

kwn2..

korg doakn la aq eyh..

nk brubh...

n kpd adk abg yg sowg ne..

abg nk mntak mf bnyk2 kt adk..

sorry 4 evrythnx..

musibah..

ari ne aq ddalangi dgn 2 musibah..

aq khlgan org yg btul2 aq sygi (bkn mahram la..)

n aq jgak khlgn kwn aq yg dh bjaya ubah aq..

nmun,apakn daya..

sume 2 sudah dtkdirkn..

pape pn...

Alhamdulillah..

aq bsyukur..

wlau ape pn yg tjd..

Allah ttp bsma aq..

warkah buat yg tsyg (kenangan)

why did you leave me??

and why did you asked me 2 dlete all your pic?

juz 1 reason..

you hate me..

am i rite??

hurm~

its ok..

fine..

sorry 4 everythinx...

xpe..

salah sy...

maaf..

but..

i want you 2 know this..

i love you..

really2 do..

its ok..

awk bkn utk sy..

sy tima..

tp..

awk la ujian yg plg besar yg Allah tlah kurniakn pd sy..

pape pn..

sy ttp hmba Allah..

Alhamdulillah..

thnx awk..

4 evrythnx that u've gve 2 me..

In memories...

huhu...

cdey r...

aq syg dy...

tp...

kusangkakan panas hingga ke petang..

kiraya hujan di tengah hari...

waA~

kenangan...

aq pnya kwn..

saat aq knal dy..
dy ne mmg baek...
aq syg ssgt dkat dy...

tp kn, ssuatu dh blaku..
aq dtgglkn..
kini, aq ksepian..
aq rndu dy...
rndu ssgt..
tp nk wt cmna...
dy pn da xnk tgo aq..
bla aq jmpa dy..
dy msti mngelak..
kononnya nk ngelak dr btmbung dgn aq la...
aq jgk fhm...
so...
aq jauhkn diri aq dr dy..
tp...dy sntiasa dkat dhti aq...
aq cdey..
org yg aq syg..
dh prgi..
prgi utk slama-lmanya..
aq kliru...
htu ttnya2..
apa slahku??
aq ign mngetahuinya..

tp bgaimna??
"awk...
bgtw la sy..
pe yg sy dh wt kt awk??"

smalaman aq mnangis...
mmikirkan pkara ne..

namun...
tiada jwpn akhirnya...
aq buntu..

knp??

knp aq slalu dpmaenkan??
adakah aq ni boneka??
adakah aq ptung mainan kanak2??
tdak sma skali..
aq bkn sume e2..
aq jgak mnusia..
aq jgak pnyai akal...
aq jgak pnyai prasaan...
aq ingin mnyayangi..
aq jgak ingin dsygi...
tp knp aq xdpt sume 2?
knp??

sdih la mngenangkn ksah slam aq...
aq dtgglkn ksepian..
kmna hrus aq mrayu bntuan??
kmna dpt ku luahkn ksh syg??
kmna plak hrus kubwa dri??
sgalaya sdah brakhir...
aq khlgan rg yg btul2 aq sygi...
aq jgak khlgan adk agkt aq...
tp knp eyh??
pe yg aq da bwat??
aq akui..
aq lmah...
bnar2 lmah.....